thank you guys.
I really wasn't fishing for compliments, but it does help to know that these really are just the worst pics imaginable and I might not actually look like that.
Honestly, every time I even think about these pics I start crying. Not sobbing, but huge quantities of tears running down my face and I can't stop. It happened this morning on my way to teach a yoga class! And my face doesn't hide crying well..
Maybe burning the disk is a good idea. And of course, I need to spend some quality time with myself figuring out what's going on with me here.